San Juan Silver Stage Online • Reviews 
Vol. 9, 2004. Serving Colorado and the Four Corners since 1996
Songs of the Soul
Nona Kelley Carver
Carver Country Poetry

Reviewed by Kathryn Retzler

Spoken Songs from my Soul, Nona Kelly Carver’s latest book is a poignant and very personal collection of her poetry, drawings and photographs. Carver, who has been writing poetry since the early 1990s and is best known for her cowboy poetry and greeting cards, has included many poems recited at “Cowboy Church” and poetry gatherings throughout the west. Spoken Songs from my Soul includes favorites like "The Little Country Church," "Grandma's Bible," "An Old Cowboy's Prayer" and "Daddy's Rose."  Although the book is primarily Christian in content and reflects many of Carver’s personal experiences, it also contains other wonderful, descriptive and non-secular poems like "Summer Time," "The Gift of Friendship," "Wildflowers," "Harvest Time," "Yankee Boy Basin" and "Daughter of the Prairie," that are just plain good reading.

The book will also serve as a catalogue for ordering favorite greeting cards.  Those available on card stock are indicated with *title*.

Paperback. 142 pages. © Carver Country Poetry 2004

To order Spoken Songs from my Soul, send $16.00 to Carver Country Poetry, P.O. Box 115, Mesa, CO 81643.  Please allow three weeks for delivery.


COUNTRY CHURCH
 
 

As memory weaves a pathway through my heart to yesterday,

There’s a scene that comes before me that I know is there to stay.

In a quiet grove of aspens, with their trunks as white as birch,

In the shadows of my childhood, stands a little country church.
 
 

It was not a grand cathedral, just a chapel made of wood,

For a country congregation where the fellowship was good.

There were days of celebration, when our happiness was shared.

There were also days of sorrow, when we wept because we cared.
 
 

We were bathed and combed and polished, dressed up in our Sunday best,

To walk down to the chapel and observe God’s day of rest.

Soft strains of organ music floated gently on the breeze,

And the birds joined in the chorus from the branches of the trees.
 
 

We were greeted by our neighbors who had come to worship God

In the little wooden chapel on this sacred piece of sod.

Sometimes Mama played the organ as she sang a hymn of praise,

And Daddy held us in his arms, as anthems he would raise.
 
 

The pastor preached a sermon as we sat there in that place

As he opened up his Bible to explain Amazing Grace.

He spoke of love and courage, and with simple honesty,

Set forth God’s plan for living, with salvation being free.
 
 

There were christenings and weddings, when the old church bells would ring,

And other times we gathered just to fellowship and sing.

When the snow lay deep in winter, we might go there in the sleigh.

Sometimes, we took our dinner when there was a special day.
 
 

Yes, my memory often leads me to that time of long ago,

And the little country church yard, and the friends that I loved so.

Where the Good Lord in His wisdom gently led us in the way

That he knew that we should follow even in our walk today.
 
 

When I leave this world behind me and my spirit is set free,

I’ll be singing with the angels, as they come to welcome me.

And I know where I’ll be going when the time arrives to part,

For the truth learned in the country church was written in my heart.



 
 
 
 

© 1998 Nona Kelley Carver
DADDY’S ROSE
 
 

“May I please have a rose from my daddy’s grave?”

The little girl wept as she ask it.

And someone reached forth and took one of red

From the bouquet on top of the casket.
 
 

“Oh, thank you, kind sir, I’ll hang it to dry,”

She sobbed through her torrent of tears,

“For it will remind me of how much he loved

And cared for me all through the years.”
 
 

I wanted to keep him always with me,

For he had such strong, gentle hands.

And again her tears flowed as they lowered him down,

To be covered by loose shifting sands.
 
 

They led her away as she clung to the rose,

To the cabin beside the dark hills.

And the sadness that followed was silent and deep,

As the night wind brought moaning and chills.
 
 

The mother cried, too, as she held her dear child,

Though she tried hard some comfort to give.

And they vowed they would cling to the memories they shared,

And remember he wanted to live.
 
 

And God in His mercy gave peace to them then,

With compassion that only God knows.

With the dawning of morning, the little girl smiled,

As she reached out to touch, “Daddy’s Rose.”



 
 
 
 

© 1999 Nona Kelley Carver
DAUGHTER OF THE PRAIRIE
 
 

Daughter of the prairie,

 this is your wedding day.

These thoughts are from your mother, 

as you go on your way.
 
 

Remember that I love you,

 as it is time to part.

  I give to you my blessing.

Please hold it in your heart.
 
 

Daughter of the prairie,

 where will you lay your head

 when the day's long ride is ended,

 and it's time to go to bed?
 
 

Will you lie beside your cowboy,

 spread a blanket on the sod?

Will you dream of home and family 

while you search the stars for God?
 
 

Will you see the moon come rising 

when the night is cool and still?

Hear a lonely coyote howling? 

Hear the whirring whippoorwill?
 
 

Will you feel the night breeze stirring 

through your loose and curling hair?

Will your cowboy dream beside you, 

as your life with him you share?
 
 

I will miss your cheerful presence, 

and the happy songs you sang,

For on the day that you were born,

the bells of heaven rang.
 
 

In my memory, I will always

 hear your laughter, see your smile.

And I trust your man is worthy, 

and will go that second mile.
 
 

For you filled my life with sunshine, 

brought me pleasure as a gift.

And whenever I was weary,

 you would give my soul a lift.
 
 

You were magic in my morning,

 happiness throughout my day.

I will grieve when we have parted, 

but you must be on your way.
 
 

For a new life now awaits you,

 as you are fully grown.

And I pray you will be happy, 

and have babies of your own.
 
 

Then you will know the treasure 

that you have been to me.

No, I will not hold you near me, 

as I want you to be free.
 
 

Free to love your handsome cowboy. 

 Free to help him build a home.

Free to ride into the sunset,

 free to see the ocean's foam.
 
 

But a part of me goes with you,

 as you ride out today,

For your father was a cowboy,

 and we started out that way.

© Nona Kelley Carver
FIELDS OF DIAMONDS
 
 

Thick frost clung to every 

branch,

Adorned each sparkling

 tree.
 
 

The beauty of it touched my soul 

And set my spirit

 free.
 
 

The fog had rolled in 'ere the night

Had gently slipped 

away,
 
 

And silvered every waiting branch

As sunlight lit the day.
 
 

The glistening snow, so cold

 and white

Had drifted here and there,
 
 

And fairies danced across

 the fields 

With diamonds in their hair.
 
 

The wonder of it took my breath,

And tears began

 to fall.
 
 

I said goodbye to autumn,

As winter came to call.
 
 
 

© Nona Kelley Carver

 

Proverbs 31:21  She is not afraid of the snow for her household, for all her household are clothed  with scarlet.

 

GRANDMA’S BIBLE
 
 

Grandma’s Bible was her guide through a sometimes stormy life.

She received it as a wedding gift when Grandpa took her for his wife.

Its pages told of a loving Lord, who would lead her all the way,

And assured her that when the path seemed dim, God would guide her every day.
 
 

She would take it down from its wooden shelf when sorrow or worry pressed.

Sometimes she shared from its printed page with a weary and travel worn guest.

It spoke of love and a deep sense of peace for all who would believe,

And it gave her joy when she read its truth and a blessing she’d receive.
 
 

She sang from its Psalms when her babies came, and lifted her heart in praise

To the one who had given her bundles of love to cheer her throughout her days.

She read with her man from its bountiful store.  Of its wisdom they freely shared.

It sustained them through trials and troubles sore, assuring them God always cared.
 
 

She found it a guide as her children grew and searched for a life of their own.

And she gave thanks each day as they found the right way when they were fully grown.

The story of Christmas was told to each grandchild who happily sat at her knee…

How the sweet baby Jesus was born late one night, and of shepherds and wise men three.
 
 

She sang of the angels and asked that they guard the little ones safe through the day.

And she prayed every night that God in His might would direct them in the right way.

To the small country church each Sunday she went to learn more of God’s precious word.

And she carefully kept there close in her heart, the messages that she had heard.
 
 

She shared with her neighbors, she gave to her friends.  To give brought her pleasure so true.

And daily, she read from God’s Holy Word, knowing He’d give her courage anew.

Yes, Grandma had lived in the way of The Lord ‘til she passed through the darkening veil.

And she left in her place the Bible she loved to guide us on each narrow trail.



 
 
 
 

© 2001 Nona Kelley Carver
AN OLD COWBOY’S PRAYER
 
 

I’ve been a long time coming, Lord,

But now, I’m riding in.

I see those gates just shining,

Where no pain is felt within.
 
 

I heard the angels singing, Lord,

When they came to escort me.

They let me ride my favorite mare

On in to eternity.
 
 

I’m thankful for my days on earth,

 And my family there below.

They knew quite well my time had come,

But they grieved to see me go.
 
 

I ask that you give them comfort, Lord,

For I’m in a better place.

Please let them know that I rest in peace,

Thanks to your matchless grace.
 
 

I’m thankful that you blessed me with

A long and eventful life;

For a happy home with my children close,

And a loving and faithful wife.
 
 

Please let them know that I love them, Lord,

And all fear has been put aside.

I will wait for a grand reunion,

When they, too, cross the Great Divide.
 
 

© 2001 Nona Kelley Carver
 

EPILOGUE

How God Used My Down Time to Lift Me Up

Many years ago, when my husband and I owned and operated a dairy farm, I had been assisting him with field work.  I jumped down from the high diesel tractor I was driving and twisted an ankle, tearing ligaments and doing damage that would plague me throughout my life.  When the cast and crutches were finally put aside, it was back to business as usual.  However, the weakened ankle would occasionally fail to hold in some unguarded moment, with the result being six weeks of crutches and pain.

In 1994, I stepped on an uneven place in a sidewalk and found myself in a rumpled lump on the cement.  I was alone, four steps from my car.  Somehow, I managed to get myself into the car and drive the twenty-five miles home. I pushed the button that activated the garage door opener and drove into the garage.  I could not get out of the car.  I had ruptured a small artery in the fall, and my ankle was already purple and twice the normal size.  My faithful husband appeared and helped me to my bed.  There he elevated and iced the injury and called my doctor.  Examination showed no broken bones, but I must lie with the leg elevated for six weeks for the blood clots to dissolve.  The level of pain was more than I could bear if I put my foot down.  My husband brought food to the bed.  My parents came and heated dinners I had previously prepared and frozen for their use and shared them with me at lunch time.  My eldest son and daughter-in-law brought grandchildren to visit.  My Pastor called.  Friends brought gifts of cheer, food and encouragement.  I prayed for strength and wisdom.

It was during this time that little bits of poetry began forming in my mind.  I was in too much pain to sleep, and unable to do anything else, so I began writing the poems down as I received inspiration.  I truly believe it was God's gift to me to help me through a difficult time.  I had written a few pieces of poetry prior to this, but very little.  I had no professional training, and had never been instructed on "How to Write Poetry."  It just came, and I wrote it down.  By the time I could sit up comfortably again, I began drawing cartoons to illustrate my work.  I had enough material for two small books.  I went to the local library and began study of current copyright law, and laid the ground work for Carver Country Poetry.  Mr. Jack Hart of PrintMasters in Grand Jct. CO assisted me in choosing a format and printing my books.  The Tarnish on the Golden years, a spoof on Wrinkles, Retirement and Rotten Memory was my first book.  Cowboy Poetry, Cowboys Cookstoves and Catastrophes and Carver Country Cowboys came later.  My CarverCards, poems in greeting card form, helped pay for publishing the books, and gave me an outlet for the material written to share my faith with family and friends.  Writing and reciting Cowboy Poetry added to the variety of subjects and opened new doors.  A recording session resulted in two CDs, Carver Country Poetry (funny stuff) and Reflective Moods (Inspirational Poetry).  I continue to be amazed by the volume of work that has proved to be both a blessing and a challenge.

Questions remain unanswered in my mind.  Why did God choose to wait until I was a grandmother before letting me know I could write?  Had I just been too caught up in the busyness of everyday life to listen to His instruction? Truly, I needed time to learn from a lifetime of experience.  Would I have the physical strength to carry out the plans He let form in my mind?  Would my lack of formal education undermine my confidence?  Would laughter and tears come at the appropriate places?  Could my work find a place in the hearts of my readers?  Would God use it to lift the load of others and lighten their days with laughter?  I believe He can.  It is because of this belief that I share my poetry with you.

Nona Kelley Carver